It should’ve been me

Posted on: November 28, 2017

Well. Clearly,  the magic ring failed to do its duties. 

I have to admit I cried a bit upon hearing the royal engagement news yesterday… mostly blaming my PMS for the tears but also because I WANT THAT.  Have you seen their video? Their interaction??? They are so in love.  And it’s so sweet.  And I’m so jealous. 

I’ve had some changes in my life professionally but nothing personally. I took a temporary move to a new city…. it’s only been 2 weeks and I’m trying to be positive about this change.  But the options on Bumble are as shitty as they had been in Atlanta.

I started talking to a fobby Indian guy (because I never learn my lessons) – who also had moved from ATL.  We should have had so much to talk about. 

But same as always, I get a hundred “hey how’s it going” messages from him but nothing else.  He finally mentioned meeting up for coffee… i said yes, that’d be great!! And the next message went straight back to “hey how was work.” 

OH MY GOD LET’S JUST MEET. But I didn’t say that because I’m tired of having to push things.  So we haven’t met and probably never will. 

I don’t expect to be whisked away on safari as a second date. I just want someone to look at me the way Harry looks at Meghan and I want to look at someone the way she looks at him.  It doesn’t seem like it’s so much to ask for, even though it it clearly is.

But I’ll keep trying and hoping and praying even though I’m tired and damn jealous of not just royalty but everyone who’s found their special person.  The fairy tales say “some day your prince will come”… I can only hope that some day is sooner rather than later. 


5 Responses to "It should’ve been me"

I am still hoping the best for you, especially in 2018!

That sounded trite, but meant as genuine. Just caught up and that 29 year old was a d-bag.

I knew you meant it in the best way!!! 🙂 And thanks 🙂 and yeah…. he was a douche and I should’ve known better! AND thank you for still bothering to even read my ramblings still 🙂 Wishing you the Happiest of Holidays!!

Hi CL,
I recently found your blog and read the whole thing! It’s refreshingly honest, and entertaining as well. I’m really rooting for you to find what you are looking for. Keep us posted!

Thank you so much!!!!! That means a lot 🙂

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